Wednesday, October 31, 2007

last day of October 2007

today.. ok was somehow quite happening.. i shall slowly go through it one by one haha..

first of all..

my class was chosen to participate for this year CCN!!! ARGH.. SIANZ.. well look at the good side maybe is a good chance for us to try out our ENTREPRENEUR skills haha.. but i wanna know what can really sells in Poly.. Food? Games? Gift? GUYS PLS GIVE ME UR IDEAS!!! can tag on my tag board your ideas hahaha..

2ndly..

Went for the first lesson of my public speaking.. Something i like.. I get to meet with all people whom i dunno.. and thats something i really hope to do.. know more people.. hahaha.. yeah hopefully i can do well in this CDS module..

last but not least..

Denny's 21st Birthday.. Going to his chalet later.. having buffet.. Hehe.. I've been saving my stomach for this moment.. lol.. haha.. birthday is also a time to notice how times really flies.. Yesterday we have a small gathering over at Denny's chalet like talking about the past.. and also currently what we are doing.. something like a man's night.. lots of recollection.. man.. its kinda of nice to have this kind of talk once after a long while.. Anyway Happy birthday Denny.. Welcome to the 21 yr old club hahahaha..

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Ok i know this is kinda lame and random.. but i really like this song very much.. which is the video you can found at my blog.. the lyrics is good.. mtv is meaningful.. take sometime to listen it.. it always bring me kinda emo feel when i hear this song..

"When You're Gone"

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]


thanks for browsing my blog and spend time reading it =)

CAD

Monday, October 29, 2007

MSN virus threats..

If you really think u got the virus of msn .. and after many friends of your been saying you got the virus.. no harm doing the following.. i hope it will help you..

There is a virus being spread by MSN Messenger. You are asked to accept a picture from the person who you are talking to. If you do then a file called image02.zip will be transferred to your computer and begin the process of asking others that you chat to to accept pictures as well.

The best way to avoid the file is to keep clicking Decline when asked (if the other person is affected then you will see several messages asking to accept the file)

If you do accept the file then you need to go into msconfig and remove the file from starting when Windows does. Do as follows:


1. Click on the Start button and click on Run
2. Then type in msconfig and click OK
3. You should see a screen that has System Configuration Utility in the blue bar
at the top
4. Click on the Tab that says Startup
5. Locate an entry that is related like MsnMsgr , msnmsgr, msmsgs and nvbsvc
6. Uncheck all of the above entry, especially nvbsvc..
7. Click the Apply button in the bottom right hand side of the screen
8. Then when prompted restart your computer and when Windows loads up again
locate the file on your computer (it should be in the C:/My Documents/Messenger Received Files directory) and then you should be able to delete it. (Likely to be the fle your friend told u the file you be sending them.. example image02.zip

Hope all these will help you much.. CHEERS!!!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

times flies..

times flies.. so fast.. and its already..

coming to the end of October..
40 days left to see B..
2 days after school reopen..

In life, I understand changes happens everyday and most of the time we do not have the power to stop it own it.. it come only comes by naturally.. good or bad only is how we decide to look on it.. after immersing myself into much thinking of things been make me thinking.. i always look thing on the bright side.. trying to always look changes as a thing that is more pleasing thing to come by.. i dunno why.. even as guys..

i believe all guys have their times of insecurity in each of our own heart.. when we getting in to a new environment.. when problems gets to the tip of our head.. but often we guys just like to think it thru n thru n finally decide to keep it to our very self.. feel like taking a pick and just buried all our emotional feel deep inside so this feel would not come and haunt us again. well indeed we always try to solve matters when it begin to surface.. but GUYS.. we are also human .. we do need a space to let us pour out.. nothing to be shy of.. so what if you would to share your shortcoming.. so what if you express your own infirmities, and please a weakling is not someone who cry during trouble, heart breaking times.. a weakling is someones who run away from they own feelings.. trying to lapping their inner emotion with other means and ways.. although i always said between couples there shall be no secret, but nevertheless, girlfriend might not always be the one best to pour out your heart to.. I, do admit that i at times also have the feel of insecurity in me.. I am learning to handle this kind of feeling ... but are you? or are just trying to shruff off this feeling or simply trying your very best to convince yourself that this feeling doesn't/shouldn't be in you.. Give a thought about it.

At last.. i would say is .. at the end of the day.. no one is to see you crying or laughing.. so why bother make yourself feeling so tired.. Laugh while you still can laugh.. find ways to keep yourself laughing as the sayings always goes a laughter is the best medicine of any sickness at all times..

And last but not least.. B.. I miss you so much just as much as the day you went back to NZ.. And i really never look at other gal la... LOL..

I waiting for you.. old song but still nice.. haha enjoy..

D~!

Sunday, October 14, 2007

My new toys..

Finally.. I found you.. it has been so long since I felt this way again.. Suddenly feel a deep happiness that cant be describe by words flowing through my heart.. yesh I found you..

QuickCam® IM™

wahaha.. yesh the one above is whom i been looking for!! QuickCam® IM™~!!!!

i bought this new toy of mine at a promotional price of $46 yeah.. and finally I can webcam with ah B.. this is my first time buying a webcam gadget.. yeah.. i bought lots of computer gadget before except for this .. end up ah B say its very expensive .. -.- ok la.. not really ex also la B.. its a good investment.. hahaha..

Talking about the past Friday.. I have a breakthrough in my life.. cut my hair for $48.. inclusive of straightening a small part of my hair and wash.. yeah its my first time cutting such expensive hair in a neighbourhood saloon.. anyway its actually not as bad.. as i think the turnout was quite alright.. well.. just gotta be more budget on my spend this coming weeks and everything should be well.. jiayou to myself in saving up more n more money.. haha.. =)

Anyway.. been sharing with B about some stuff.. yeah I felt much better.. think that is actually kinda vital in a relationship as u can talk things out tactfully and other party can understand what you go through and bring comfort to u.. thats what keeps a relationship strong and lasting..

Attitude, Behavior, Communication, Devotion.. ABCD.. wahaha.. and also commitment.. =)

Be positive~! Always look on the bright side of life!!! =)

loving you as always,

CAD

Sunday, October 7, 2007

starting afresh...

Well first of all.. Thank God.. for helping me to pass my 3 supp paper.. Thank You, God. You are the BEST!

Invited Des, Joel and Javern to come over for a spring cleaning section haha.. thing look more tided up and thats good feeling.. haha.. looks more of a clean environment to live on.. haha think the reason why i wanna have a spring was most probably that as school is starting in around 2 weeks time.. wanna have a fresh look on my home so as to motivate myself to study harder for the next semester.. although i know it is not going to happen tat way.. but at least i try haha..

everyone who is starting school.. LETS START AFRESH MAN!!! .. it is a new semester!!!

Went out for a meal yesterday with those 86' gang.. man everyone has grown.. seems like everyone is busy with their own responsibility in life.. some working, some studying like me, some serving the country.. some thoughts came into my mind.. sometimes the process of growing, changes is also taking place in ourself.. in thinking, in character wise, in attitude and in behavior.. sometimes when we have keep moving on in life.. did we ever slow down and look at ourself.. how much have we changed.. and how have changed to? Better or Worst.. well i think this is the question we gotta ask ourself sometime.. do we have principle that we once hold on so firmly and strongly and yet we have long forsaken it? anyway we shall have another outing soon k? lol

Sometimes some childish thought will also bypass my mind.. things like.. sometimes i wonder why i do not have the ability to see and hold someone instantaneously given that the person also hope for the same thing as I do.. man that's lame i know..

sometimes I feel we human, are all creatures that are so prone to take someone closed to you for granted.. when u dun have them.. u yearn for them.. u cry on your bed wanting to have them beside you so much.. but when they are by your side.. you simply tend to take them for granted.. -.- lame right?

Imagine yourself are born to be an orphan no parents.. you would simply curse and swear over it saying why have my parent abandon me.. ill treat you or whatever.. but for those who have them.. they simply don't show a single bit of filial piety towards them.. I do admit that I'm guilty of this at times.. even if they made you angry or locking up your freedom there is no excuse for scolding them.. think it this way.. they can simply abort you when the time they bear you.. they could also simply give you away for adoption.. but they don't.. think it this way.. when they give birth to you; to feed you; to educate you and in the end you could simply say goodbye to them, abandon them and there isn't any warranty that they could be ensured that you will feed them when they are old cannot work anymore.. you think giving birth to you isn't something that will lock their freedom up? without you and your siblings now.. as in your mum abort u all.. they could jolly well go tour around the world with the money they could have saved while feeding you.. I am sure the amount of money they have spent on you is enough for them to live with no worries until the day they depart the world.. ok guess i am talking too much random stuff..

In a nut shell.. cherish those people who are beside you now.. dun regret when they are already gone..

and b... i also will cherish you k? lol gotta sweet talk abit la.. lol.. haha.. if not i will have hard time when she comes back.. =x haha.. anyway .. b you are start your first day of school today.. do your best ok? Jiayou ah.. haha is 55 days from now.. hahaha.. very very fast we shall see each other at the airport hahaha.. thats so nice.. =) miss ya

55 days more..,
CAD