Hi viwers, I guess I would need no introduction as all whom ended up here should know who I really was.. Anyway for the benefit of those who doesn't, i'm Josiah, living in singapore, the lady beside me in this picture, namely Ivy, is my girlfriend. Further details kindly read up in the post.. Feel free to tag on my board, sensibile tag would be much appreciated! =).
1st April - Papa's Birthday
30th May - Mama's Birthday
2nd Feb - Eric's Birthday
24th Oct - Justin's Birthday
26th Dec - Jie's Birthday
22nd Jan - My own's Birthday
15th June - Gal's Birthday
30th Sept - Baby's Birthday
02nd Dec - Anniversary!
sometimes... a song can describe better than a thousand words hahaha.. time to change the song in my blog.. well think a lot of thing takes two hands to clap in life.. think my case.. i need more time to built up a strong clap.. haha.. Well.. I been learning hard.. trying hard.. controlling myself.. I hope you know.. you are the first one whom I learning to put you before myself, to put you before my pride, my all. I learning how to love a person, learning the meaning of devotion. Thousands of shows, movies or songs been trying to define the meaning of love through their work, but the love i give you only you can read it, only you can define it and only you can have it. I love you. Self-Made Poem to you.. I am not born with a golden spoon, but I will work to feed you, I am not born with a silver tongued, but I will talk to comfort you, I am not born with a awesome looks, but I will dress to impress you, Even I am not born with a perfect heart, but I will learn to love you.
Hope you guys enjoy the song, Cheers. YOU GUYS ROX MY LIFE!!
Well.. been trying hard to keep up my healthy lifestyle.. hope all does me well.. hope my persistence will keep me for a long time.. i try to maintain my lifestyle that I'm able to see the sun rise every morning in a fresh , clear mind.. Been trying very hard to stop certain bad habit.. Thank God for helping me..
Hmmm.. think there are certain stuff I wanna get into my possession within this month - A running / cross-training shoe - A smart phone?
Think its time to tougher up my body.. that will built up my strength for my physical wise and mentality wise too.. so yeah.. is a good investment to be made..
Been watching the mandarin drama on Mobtv - Honor and Passion
Well guess is a good show.. It does review the handling of relationship between humans in terms of BGR, family kinships and etc etc.. Guess its a very good show.. when they define the word love.. think thats something I should take into learning for my own self, to be a better son of my parent, a better brother of my sisters and also a better friend of my buddies last but not least a better ah d of my ah b.
B, I been trying hard to be a good bf.. thanks for your long lasting patient with me.. I Love you.
Theres a quote I like in the show..
Love is never on the basis of first-come-first-served, if thats the case, thats not love anymore. =)
Josiah signed off at 04:04
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Valentine's Day
Well now is the official valentine day !! Wee~! Firstly like to wish all who is reading my blog a Happy Valentines Day!!!
If you have a gf/bf, spouse.. etc.. Congrats.. Hope you have a blissful and fulfilling relationship for you all.. and all the best the years to come.. Cheers =)
Well if you don't, Its perfectly fine, don't get discouraged if you don't just that you have yet to meet the right one in your life.. trust me! no one born to be single!! DEFINATELLY NO! Bear this in mind, often the one that's the best comes the latest.
Anyway, looking back my month.. think I had somehow quite screwed up in my studies and my body.. I don't know why.. everything came and went over me.. think I need sometime to re-organise my thoughts and my life back.. sometime.. think I am not strong enough to withstand all these.. God, afterall, after everything, I still need you in my life.. Nothing can be compared with you blessing.. yeah not even a million gold or watever it is..
Recently.. I been sick and down in body.. - Throat Infection - Toothache - Twisted ankle
Been thinking, what's really next for me.. why am I having all these shit at this time.. I just feel like curse, swear and die.. I tried to pulled myself up but that caused to fall back again.. can anyone please tell me what is it.. I'm Sorry to those whom is affected becoz of my sickness, i seriously don't wish that to happen.. Just went to fixed my ankle this afternoon, and this is what i got back.. after 'fixing' it
Anyway last but not least, baby, I am sorry that I can't spend this valentine with you again.. I shld say.. when the day we got together it has never a day i feel that is wasn't valentine day but nevertheless,
Happy Valentine Day, Baby.. I Love You..
Josiah
Josiah signed off at 02:15
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Lengthy updates..
DEAR ALL!!!
PS to all my bloggie view and patronizer.. Recently busy with too much stuff, no time to get down with a detailed update of me recently ...
9th..
Yeah Baby is back.. after so much shitty stuff going through.. our feel meet up was kinda malapropos kind of feel.. but well.. truly thank God that soon our feeling reconciled.. its a long route that path up with traps, temptation and trial waiting for us.. what can really hold us going forward will be trust, communication and much self-control, self-restrain and self-discipline..
10th - 28th..
kindly refer to www.lavendersforever.blogspot.com as much details have no necessary to repeat twice.. thanks for your cooperation.. hehe.. anyway there are some dates i would like to highlight..
19th Jan..
Had a celebration of my birthday at my house... invited feel good buddies and B having steamboat at my house.. thanks des for helping up and Wilson for opening his house for mahjong and monopoly session.. thanks for you guys de present.. gan xia ah.. and sianz.. meaning i m turning 22 soon.. times flies..
22nd Jan..
Went out with baby.. she gave me a treat and bought me a wallet and 1 cloth.. spent quite alot.. see liao i also sianz.. haha but nvm la.. once a while is ok... when your bday i will give u sth BIG ok? hahaha
29th Jan..
Send her off to the aiport.. man suckiest day of my life.. holding my water from my eye.. persistanly brain wash myself with thought that will make me more fang de xia.. well think this is the better for us in the future ... in sg.. better education = better future? nobody knows.. even though i dun agree but i m still studying so i shld just shut my mouth up..
There's a few thing i Wanna thank God for
1. B's safety in travelling to and fro from place to place.. 2. helping us through those sucky time.. if not we wouldnt be wat we are now. 3. no major cropped up during B stay 4. Family finacial more stable
Lastly i wanna set myself doing the following:
1. Give baby enough space and time to study and support her in watever way i can. 2. Get my dip cert and decide whether to sign on. 3. Get my debts settled 4. Get rid of my bad habit. 5. Always Thank God for whatever happen to me.
Last but not least i think the following phrase is meaningful.. haha
"back to Aust, back to our world of internet ... " - Quote by: "Some Dumb pple."
B.. Lets take all this a challenge to us and we shall go through all shits together with your hand binded with mine.
