Sunday, October 7, 2007

starting afresh...

Well first of all.. Thank God.. for helping me to pass my 3 supp paper.. Thank You, God. You are the BEST!

Invited Des, Joel and Javern to come over for a spring cleaning section haha.. thing look more tided up and thats good feeling.. haha.. looks more of a clean environment to live on.. haha think the reason why i wanna have a spring was most probably that as school is starting in around 2 weeks time.. wanna have a fresh look on my home so as to motivate myself to study harder for the next semester.. although i know it is not going to happen tat way.. but at least i try haha..

everyone who is starting school.. LETS START AFRESH MAN!!! .. it is a new semester!!!

Went out for a meal yesterday with those 86' gang.. man everyone has grown.. seems like everyone is busy with their own responsibility in life.. some working, some studying like me, some serving the country.. some thoughts came into my mind.. sometimes the process of growing, changes is also taking place in ourself.. in thinking, in character wise, in attitude and in behavior.. sometimes when we have keep moving on in life.. did we ever slow down and look at ourself.. how much have we changed.. and how have changed to? Better or Worst.. well i think this is the question we gotta ask ourself sometime.. do we have principle that we once hold on so firmly and strongly and yet we have long forsaken it? anyway we shall have another outing soon k? lol

Sometimes some childish thought will also bypass my mind.. things like.. sometimes i wonder why i do not have the ability to see and hold someone instantaneously given that the person also hope for the same thing as I do.. man that's lame i know..

sometimes I feel we human, are all creatures that are so prone to take someone closed to you for granted.. when u dun have them.. u yearn for them.. u cry on your bed wanting to have them beside you so much.. but when they are by your side.. you simply tend to take them for granted.. -.- lame right?

Imagine yourself are born to be an orphan no parents.. you would simply curse and swear over it saying why have my parent abandon me.. ill treat you or whatever.. but for those who have them.. they simply don't show a single bit of filial piety towards them.. I do admit that I'm guilty of this at times.. even if they made you angry or locking up your freedom there is no excuse for scolding them.. think it this way.. they can simply abort you when the time they bear you.. they could also simply give you away for adoption.. but they don't.. think it this way.. when they give birth to you; to feed you; to educate you and in the end you could simply say goodbye to them, abandon them and there isn't any warranty that they could be ensured that you will feed them when they are old cannot work anymore.. you think giving birth to you isn't something that will lock their freedom up? without you and your siblings now.. as in your mum abort u all.. they could jolly well go tour around the world with the money they could have saved while feeding you.. I am sure the amount of money they have spent on you is enough for them to live with no worries until the day they depart the world.. ok guess i am talking too much random stuff..

In a nut shell.. cherish those people who are beside you now.. dun regret when they are already gone..

and b... i also will cherish you k? lol gotta sweet talk abit la.. lol.. haha.. if not i will have hard time when she comes back.. =x haha.. anyway .. b you are start your first day of school today.. do your best ok? Jiayou ah.. haha is 55 days from now.. hahaha.. very very fast we shall see each other at the airport hahaha.. thats so nice.. =) miss ya

55 days more..,
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