Hi viwers, I guess I would need no introduction as all whom ended up here should know who I really was.. Anyway for the benefit of those who doesn't, i'm Josiah, living in singapore, the lady beside me in this picture, namely Ivy, is my girlfriend. Further details kindly read up in the post.. Feel free to tag on my board, sensibile tag would be much appreciated! =).
1st April - Papa's Birthday
30th May - Mama's Birthday
2nd Feb - Eric's Birthday
24th Oct - Justin's Birthday
26th Dec - Jie's Birthday
22nd Jan - My own's Birthday
15th June - Gal's Birthday
30th Sept - Baby's Birthday
02nd Dec - Anniversary!
coming to the end of October.. 40 days left to see B.. 2 days after school reopen..
In life, I understand changes happens everyday and most of the time we do not have the power to stop it own it.. it come only comes by naturally.. good or bad only is how we decide to look on it.. after immersing myself into much thinking of things been make me thinking.. i always look thing on the bright side.. trying to always look changes as a thing that is more pleasing thing to come by.. i dunno why.. even as guys..
i believe all guys have their times of insecurity in each of our own heart.. when we getting in to a new environment.. when problems gets to the tip of our head.. but often we guys just like to think it thru n thru n finally decide to keep it to our very self.. feel like taking a pick and just buried all our emotional feel deep inside so this feel would not come and haunt us again. well indeed we always try to solve matters when it begin to surface.. but GUYS.. we are also human .. we do need a space to let us pour out.. nothing to be shy of.. so what if you would to share your shortcoming.. so what if you express your own infirmities, and please a weakling is not someone who cry during trouble, heart breaking times.. a weakling is someones who run away from they own feelings.. trying to lapping their inner emotion with other means and ways.. although i always said between couples there shall be no secret, but nevertheless, girlfriend might not always be the one best to pour out your heart to.. I, do admit that i at times also have the feel of insecurity in me.. I am learning to handle this kind of feeling ... but are you? or are just trying to shruff off this feeling or simply trying your very best to convince yourself that this feeling doesn't/shouldn't be in you.. Give a thought about it.
At last.. i would say is .. at the end of the day.. no one is to see you crying or laughing.. so why bother make yourself feeling so tired.. Laugh while you still can laugh.. find ways to keep yourself laughing as the sayings always goes a laughter is the best medicine of any sickness at all times..
And last but not least.. B.. I miss you so much just as much as the day you went back to NZ.. And i really never look at other gal la... LOL..
I waiting for you.. old song but still nice.. haha enjoy..
